To know me better or simply "SHAY 101"!

I am a really crazy individual.. I don't know where my life will go.. so to say I can't exactly say that I have DREAMS.. ohh! yeah! let me think about it? 1, 2, 3... hmmm... yeah NONE... I don't know my LIFE's WORTH... I don't exactly have a path to take... I'm never INSPIRED by ANYTHING... or so to say I don't really have any INSPIRATION as of the "moment"? I guess?... but, the thing is IF and ONLY IF I am CHALLENGED by SOMETHING or something SPARKED MY INTEREST then... you will find me following that path, somehow... well I can say that's the only way of getting a HUNDRED and ONE PERCENT of my attention... the sad news is... NOTHING, NO ONE, NOBODY has achieved that... and for the record I have been living this "UNFAIR"? should I say UNFAIR WORLD? for about 19 years.. well, whatevs! anyways, I really do hope something, someone, somebody will be able to catch my attention... well, enough of my blabbering and idle/useless chatter...

MEANWHILE,

# I am simple with black straight hair and brown eyes..

# I'm 1/4 CHINESE and the rest is HISTORY.. LOL.. FILIPINA of course...

# I guess I'm a little complicated?

# Fashion addict or somehow critique.. well, I just loved the idea of criticizing FASHION statements from different kinds of people.. even though I don't usually dress up myself but maybe that's one of my past time... criticizing their taste for FASHION...

# Well, I read a lot of books.. might as well put up my own E-BOOK LIBRARY since most of my BOOKS are ELECTRONIC... but to be honest never did I imagine myself writing my own novel or book... I don't have the guts and maybe the time and especially the passion and imagination..

# I also read online novels or free to read and view books from frustrated writers in the internet...

# I usually PROCRASTINATE.. well, maybe most of the time since I don't have anything to do I'd ended up procrastinating... mostly if I'm at home...

# I become really serious when there are a lot of things that's running inside my head... To be honest I do a lot of thinking...

# I think I care most about my friends and too loyal... I find it hard to let go... I wish I won't have to confront them of anything but, some really do need confrontation... well, if and only if they really need it then... and also, I prioritize them most of the time...

# I always think POSITIVE... sometimes I think POSITIVE is my middlename..

# I am sometimes MISCHIEVOUS... I kind of do a little mischief... well, they always say... "when the cat is away the mouse will play".. somehow that applies to me.. whenever I become a little you know... childish and yeah...

# I am sooo not CLINGY... like if you don't want me then... goodbye to you then... 

# But, I TRUST easily and I always give SECOND CHANCES.. THIRD and FOURTH and maybe FIFTH? yeah.. I've done that a lot of times... 

# I am sooo wholesome... HAHAHAHA! well, my friends talk like anything even though I am around... mostly my guy friends... LOLs... to think my brother and my cousins don't really talk things like that in front of me... but, my guy friends just leisurely tell right to my face... 

# I am a really SHY person... but if you'll know me better... naaaa~h! forget I even said that.. though when I'm infront of other people outside my circle... I become mute and well, I just observe...

# Yeah! I am OBSERVANT! whenever you see me serious... its either I am thinking of something or simply observing the happenings around me...

# I am sooooo ANNOYING! if ever I want to be... anytime and anywhere... 

# I am CHILDISH and PLAYFUL... 

# I have a really great chance of having MOOD SWINGS... LOLs... a minute I am happy... a second later I become extremely silent... an hour later I am the most noisy person ever! so yeah! CHEERIOS MOOD SWING!
# I am a BITCH... LOLs... not those CLUB BITCH or whatevs BITCH who are soooo below the belt... BITCH the other way around maybe.. xD that's what I am referring to..
# I am NOISY as hell! especially when I'm around my circle of friends...
# I don't do a lot of talking.. I'm mostly the LISTENER... that's a bit of my specialty... LOLs.. as an eavesdropper... just sometimes.. :P
# I love cute stuff... I'm so fond of having those... whenever I have the urge of buying something... I would have to wrestle with my... CUTE CONSCIENCE and STINGY CONSCIENCE...
# I love to dance...
# I love to sing though I'm not the musically gifted person... so they say, "try and try until you succeed!".. so technically I am a FRUSTRATED SINGER..
# I love to doodle... especially when I am bored... tired... getting away from the world drama and when I am thinking of something...
# I care a lot... maybe for everyone around me... and I easily get guilty about things...
# I am a MASOCHIST and a SADIST at the same time... well, I just assumed I am like that... HAHAHAHA!
# I want to design my own house... I guess I really want to draw things... :3
# I usually do MULTITASKING!... I'm getting better in doing that... LOL!
# I play COMPUTER GAMES! :3 I was once an addict of those games... and I took medication... though the medication part is just a BLUFF! :P
# I am a frustrated MUSICIAN... well, I'm just fond of learning to play the GUITAR but until now I haven't even mastered it...
# I don't usually LIE but when I do... hmmm.... I would look into your eyes and make it seem real... but to catch me... watch me closely coz I easily lower my eyes or sometimes I won't look at all...
# I don't usually have a SENSE of HUMOR... :)
# When I get really irritated... an hour or so... I'd find myself reflecting my actions...
# Boredom usually strikes at ME...

# I have never ever ever ever... FELL IN LOVE... I don't know? I just don't think I found that spark they always talk about... and... no one has really made ME INTERESTED... I mean they are all so STEREOTYPICAL... no one is UNIQUE enough for me.. thats why... and I haven't found any challenge and i have never been CURIOUS to a  guy before... so maybe that's why... and also I can't IMAGINE MYSELF doing those MUSHY THINGS even if I find it cute when I'm the one looking at others doing those things...
# Sometimes I don't believe in LOVE... and BTW... I am NBSB... I love the life of the SINGLE... but I can't get enough of the feeling everytime I get too much happy hormones...
# For all its worth... I am a God-fearing person..